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Saturday, May 31, 2008 ; 8:33 PMY

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i have a big, big problem..

this summer was the worst summer i've ever had..

in terms of "MONEY"..

within today hanggang sa June 5..

i need to have PhP500.00,,

i need that for my friend..

huhuhuh..

ung frend coh he expects it..

ngayon i don't know what to do.. :(

i don't know where will i get money..

aww, God please help me!!

hay!! i hate having a problem!!! :( :( :(

Labels: it's really hard, problems

; 2:44 PMY

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" it's really hard to love a person who only loves you as a friend.. "

the quote of my life..

ehehe..

i love one of my closest friends.. but he doesn't love me back..

he loves someone else..

d coh lam bkit d nya coh gusto..

and ayoko ng alamin pa..

he is always on my mind..

hay i never wanted to let him go but i need to..

hay,,

i hope my feelings would be gone so soon..

Labels: i'll let him go

Thursday, May 29, 2008 ; 3:57 PMY

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wow!!

it's been so long since i last made a blog!!

hahaha!!

i was busy playing an online game.. :)

anyway..

masaya naman ang mga days coh..

except.. (i'll share the story later,,)

well..

it's the birthday of my father today!! :)

my father is CONRADO (AVED) GOMEZ.. :)

he is the best father ever.. :)

he is so generous to me and my mom..

he's also sweet and caring..

sometimes he's a bit moody but that's okay.. :)

anyway, thank God for another year..

my father is currently in Germany now for a seminar..

but he's really working in Kuwait!!

I really love my father!! :)

iloveyou papa!!! :)

Labels: happy birthday papa

Sunday, May 18, 2008 ; 8:03 PMY

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hahahah!!!

nyc title!!!

nwei,

kahapon kxe d acoh nkapag post..

well.. eto nangyri..

morning plang it was raining na..

supposed to be..

may depedida party ung classmate coh but ofcourse, i didn't come..

pno kxe umuulan nga ng malakas..

well, kakaiba nga lng na MAY p lng..

meron ng bagyo at take note.. letter "c" n xa..

so it means 3 storms n pumasok sa bansa..

hay,,

d tuloy masaya ang summer..

pero aux lng kesa nmn super init..

kxo ang bad dun..

mrming tao ung naapektuhan..

especially in Pangasinan..

in TV i saw many establisments, destroyed..

kawawa nmn cla..

and even in Baguio, ncra mga strawberries..

hay,

tag-gutom n nmn nyan..

hope d n mxadong bumagyo ng malakas..

sna puro ambon n lng..

ehehe,,,

that's all.. :)

Friday, May 16, 2008 ; 12:11 PMY

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did you ever wake up and asked yourself..
"why did i loved him?"

sometimes..
life is so unfair!..

you love, you get hurt..

but it's funny how people still love though they always cry in the end..

and the funnier thing?

i am one of those people..

i don't know why?..

i loved him since then..

but until now, he can't love me back..

i always dreamt of having a fairytale romance..

but i in reality..

it's not always "happily ever after"..

i think..

i should move on..

but i don't know why..

every time i walk away from him..

my heart just keeps on bleeding..

maybe i just really loved him..

but why??

why did i love someone who can't love me back??

"why did i loved him?"

Labels: why did i loved him

Thursday, May 15, 2008 ; 8:13 PMY

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i was expecting a thing this day..

pero hindi coh sya nakuha..

at first, ayoko talaga sya..

pero i don't know..

i really waited for it..

akala ko makukuha coh xa..

kxe i believe his words to me..

kaso hindi xa tumupad..

now, i'm really sad..

hay..

Labels: i've waited :(

; 8:02 PMY

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since then..
i'm fond na of reading books..
kzo d acoh magkaroon ng maraming books..
kxe my lola always tells me na stop reading!!
kxe daw my eyes will be lalong malabo..
pero pasaway acoh eh..
i still read..
kxo konti pa lang talag nababasa cong books..
"noli me tangere, harry potter V (i really wanna collect all the books)..
now i'm currently reading "el filibusterismo"..
kahit na hindi pa coh pumapasok..
anyway kung may magreregalo man sakin..
BOOK n lng ah!!!
kahit luma na, aux lang!! hahahaha!!!
:)

Labels: i love books

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ; 2:03 PMY

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sometimes...

kapag akala mong hindi mo na kaya..

God will always be there.. :)

before i slept..

andami talagang umiikot sa isip coh..

i have many, many problems na hindi coh masettle..

i prayed to God and ask him to guide me..

tpos when i woke up..

dala dala coh pa rin ung mga problems na un..

i still don't know what to do..

pero naschock na lang acoh when one thing happened..

biglang nsolve ung isa cong problem..

now, i'm really happy!!!

God is really good talaga!!!

whoo!!!!

"GOD IS THE BEST!!!"

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ; 4:54 PMY

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kanina kxe i finished covering my books..

eh 11 kya un..

xux..

andami..

hahaha..

kya eto ansakit ng likod coh and ulo,,

kya sandali lng acong mgbblog..

nwei.. share coh lng naman.. bye!!!

; 4:49 PMY

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hay...

i don't know what will i do..

akala coh.. kya coh n syang i let go..

but when i walk away from him..

my heart bleeds..

but i need to do it..

kasi baka masaktan lang siya if i continue loving him..

i just want him to be happy..

kaya di ko kakayanin na maging sad sya,,

because of me..

so i need to set him free..

hope i can do it...

"let go of the person whom you thought you'll never live without.. :("

Monday, May 12, 2008 ; 2:49 PMY

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have you ever asked yourself this question..
"acoh pa rin ba toh??"
a while ago,,
one of my close friends said na there's something about me na nagchange..
i was really worried until now..
maybe may nagbago nga sa kin..
so i need to know what's that..
hay,, goodluck n lng xakin..
sna mabring back koh ung dating akoh.. :)
wish me luck.. :)

Labels: change

; 10:50 AMY

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STARS BY CALLALILY

A picture of you reminds me

How the years have gone so lonely

Why do you have to leave me

Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again

Are you listening

Open your eyes once again

Look at me crying

If only you could hear me

Shout your name

If only you could feel

My love again

The stars in the sky will

Never be the same

If only you were here

A picture of you reminds me

How the days have gone so empty

Why do you have to leave me

Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again

Are you listening

Open your eyes once again

Look at me crying

If only you could hear me

Shout your name

If only you could feel

My love again

The stars in the sky will

Never be the same

If only you were here I

'm saying i love you again

Are you listening

Open your eyes once again

Look at me crying

If only you could hear me

Shout your name

If only you could feel

My love again

The stars in the sky will

Never be the same

If only i had wings

So i can fly

I want to be with you

For all of time

My love for you

Will never die

If only you could hear me

Shout your name

If only you could feel

My love again

The stars in the sky will

Never be the same

If only you were here (if only you were here)

"if only you were here........"

Labels: lyrics stars by callalily

Sunday, May 11, 2008 ; 7:25 PMY

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aha!! :)

i just asked you poh..

no, actually..

i don't know what's happening..

i am staying away from him..

pero, bakit gnon??

prang may balak pa ung tadhana sa min??

our eyes met n nmn knina..

hai.. i really can't forget him if ganyan..

but what will i do??

destiny na ung ngdudugtong eh..

pero when i saw him..

my heart melted..

i saw the eyes that made me fall for him..

and parang the tell me..

"lhey, please stay away.. you'll only get hurt.. go away!"

aww,, those eyes which i can't forget..

hay...

just go with the flow na lang..

"how could i forget those eyes??..

when even i'm asleep they are what i see.."

Labels: do you believe in destiny

; 4:07 PMY

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well,, my mama and papa are there in Kuwait..
pero yung mama ko close kami kasi, sumunod plang sya kay papa..
when i was gr. 6..
my mom is kind..
kaugali ko lang sya..
sometimes i say my secrets to her..
gnon naman kasi ung family namin..
when we are together parang mgkakabarkada lang kami..
tpos sometimes, when i'm with her we look like sisters kasi medyo bata pa si mommy..
minsan nga sabi ni papa, c mommy daw ung panganay acoh ung bunso nya..
i really appreciate her sacrifices for me..
clang dalawa ni papa nagppkhirap sa ibang bansa just to raise me..
kya nga malaki ung pasasalamat ko sa kanila..
and xempre...
MY MOM IS THE BEST MOM IN THE WORLD!!!!
:)

; 3:49 PMY

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today is a special day for our mothers so don't forget to thank them okay!!!

ako kasi ginreet ko n kanina c mama ko eh..

be thankful na andyan cla..

kxe kung wala cla, wla din tayo.. dba??

ehehehe.. :)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY POH SA LAHAT NG MOMS OUT THERE!!!!

Labels: happy mother's day

; 3:43 PMY

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you are the one who gave me life..

you are my bestfriend..

you are my teacher..

you are my disciplinarian..

you are my shoulder to lean on..

you are my sister..

and ofcourse, you are my mother.. :)

thankz for everything you gave me!!

you're the best mom in the world!!!

i love you mama!!!

mwah!!!

Labels: a note for my mom

; 2:50 PMY

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a while ago when we attended church..
i was wearing a simple brown dress..
tapos kahit saan ako pumunta they were looking at me from head to toe..
well, i'm the kind of person na laging nakasmile so i just smiled on them..
but nung pumunta kaming SM merong dalawang teens na napansin coh na pinag uusapan nakoh..
i don't know why??
hay.. such people are like that,,
buti na lang ako, d ko masyadong iniisip..
you can hurt somebody'd feeling if ganon ka..
and dapat wag tayong makialam sa gusto ng iba as long na they are happy..
if you will be in my position..
malulungkot ka rin, ayt???
LESSON:
"never judge others.. "
"let them do what makes them happy.."

Labels: people who matter doesn't care

; 2:35 PMY

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last night he called me up sa fone..

at first when i heard his voice..

my heart beat so fast..

maybe it's because i don't know what to say..

but as time passes.. ewan coh b..

bigla cong nafeel na somehow, ayaw ko syang makausap..

maybe ganun tlga..

nasaktan nya ko eh..

tsaka sya na rin ung nagpaalam sa kin kya kelangan kong mag move on..

pro kung gnun sya.. mhhrapan lang ako so i decided to stay away from here..

hay!!!! i am very, very sad pa rin..

i miss him alot..

but still he hurt me..

and that's enough ayoko na ulit masaktan..

LESSON OF THE DAY:

"he was the one who said goodbye.. and i am not the one who will say hello again.. "

Labels: pain

Saturday, May 10, 2008 ; 2:57 PMY

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REALIZE BY COLBIE CAILLAT

V1: Take time to realize, That your warmth isCrashing down on in.

Take time to realize,That I am on your side

Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple

No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,

Then we'd be perfect for each otherand will never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize

Oh-oh I'm on your side

didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,

no it's never gonna be that simple

no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other then we'd never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

V3: It's not always the same

no it's never the same if you don't feel it too.

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way.

It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realize what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other then we'd never find another

Just realize what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder

Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now

Realize, realize

realize, realize

* if you would just realize how muvh i love you... *

Labels: realize colbie caillat

; 2:45 PMY

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yesterday i thought i can go on without him..

but last night i just found myself crying..

well.. maybe, mahal coh talaga sya..

but he's the one who said goodbye..

so i guess, i should let him go na rin..

but i can't forget all of those memories we shared..

he will always be close to my heart..

kaya sa mga nagmamahal dyan..

advice ko po sa inyo, kapag di nya n kya..

just LET GO..

it will make things better naman eh,,

tsaka God has a plan sa inyo..

LESSON OF THE DAY:

Let go and move on.. :)

Labels: let go

Friday, May 9, 2008 ; 3:42 PMY

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this day was a not so good day to me...

last night kasi, nwala ako sa mood..

i had a misunderstanding with someone special..

and then when i woke up..

sya pa rin iniisip ko..

but he's not texting me..

nagpanic ako because i think he's mad at me talaga..

so what i did..

i texted one of my friends to ask her if the boy was texting her..

and she said yes..

i don't know what happened to me..

tears came down my eyes..

i was really crying..

cguro dhil i felt n iniignore nya coh..

so i texted him..

but his txts are like that..

somewhat i was hurt..

but after that he apologized and said "goodbye"..

and then hindi na sya nagtext..

well, ewan ko ba..

bkit nung cnabi nya un..

i didn't feel anything..

maybe numb na cOh to feel being hurt..

i guess he's not really the one for me.. :(

but that's okay..

i knOw God has a plan for me naman eh..

sometimes..

goodbye means take care..

maybe he just wants me to be happy!!

LESSON OF THE DAY :

" Sometimes you have to say goodbye and let go.. "

Labels: goodbye

Thursday, May 8, 2008 ; 7:14 PMY

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in our lives,,

there will always be someone special...

someone who can make your heart beat so fast..

and one difficult thing there..

is to miss that person..

when u miss him/her..

you can't get them out of your mind..

he/she is the only person you think about..

when your cellphone beeps, you want to see his/her name..

when the phone rings, you want to hear their voices..

it's really hard to miss someone really special..

but do you know the sweetest part there???

it's when...

you are the person they miss...

maybe you're such a nice person to be missed...

Labels: missing someone special